I have to say here: Faith is back !!!!! (Different sister XD)
I feel numb, I miss her so much ...
heard tales of Milan and Kaverdash, sets and photographers, models and darkrooms.
E 'an empty stomach, lead him in his new life. Milan is too large, people do not even look in his face when he walks.
I hate it.
But I'm happy for her, always have.
would not survive the lack, which is much more than that, but it's ok.
Then I do not know ... an hour ago I realized that I fall asleep again heard to breathe a few meters away from me ... finally.
I'll cry.
This is profoundly stupid, but I already know I will stay awake to hear it at least another hour, to regulate my breathing on his own, to relax enough to sleep.
not kindle the stars tonight, I do not need to believe to be anywhere else - in the company of something.
Edit: this requires an explanation, because I realized that he never said something very important!
least two months ago, I bought this robot (in the photo also seems low, but it takes all the walls and ceiling, the sky looks really ^ ^).
Have not I told?? I love it.
I could not sleep alone in that damn room, and insomnia was really killing me, was urgent quick solution!
I love this thing and I took it, then I realized that I had to fit it all! And when I say everything ... I mean everything. But
was less tragic than expected. ^ ^
Just a few hours of pure exhaustion from light bulbs, screws and wires to be connected inavvitabili! But it was worth it. ^ ^
really helped a lot.
gave me the illusion that the room did not shut me up, I do not suffocated ... was open and I just had to watch it come on for me.
E 'should say ... the sky in one room!
One does what it can to make you feel less alone, I need to look at stars. Me and Keith have a great passion in common. I believe I also said on the forum, in the fanclub. ^ ^
Tonight, however, did not turn on, tonight I do not feel alone.
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